everything just don't go in my way.

I totally have no mood for this year christmas at all.
I don't even feel like celebrating.
is like.. can you imagine how broke I am?
with only fucking 4 dollars in my bank acc and zero cash on my hand right now.
you tell me, what can I do with the 4 dollars to celebrate christmas?

and..
everyone is like falling apart..
how upsetting?
but what can we do?
there's nothing.

and I'm so in the fucking bad mood now.
this holiday suck real badly.
I'm not enjoying this holiday at all.
4 more days and school is starting.
fucking hate it man.
sigh sigh sigh.


I'm like so not looking forward to tomorrow..
maybe christmas is just not my thing.
whatever. Just hope tmr can be fun yea?..
oh well.. byebye.