wonder

okay i lost track of everything again.

so on last friday, supposed to go school at 10am for feedback session.
but things screwed up, and i guess i'm not going to talk much about it.

xianming came to school and FIND ME. haha thank ar! :D
walked around the CCN and nothing interest us.
went opposite school with xm, james, and sister for lunch.


head to tamp inter while james went back home.
met kester at there which we waited for really long.
head down to amk and met baby there.
we were so damn late when we reached edmund's house.

was divided into two groups to play mahjong.
so i was the later..
watched Alien in the attic on baby's laptop while waiting..

and finally it was our turn.
funn ! (L)
but we only manage to play the first two wind and we have to leave already.
i'm the winner ! (Y)

head to amk hub to meet some of the moi.
and have dinner at pizza hut! :D
left at around 10pm and head back home. (:



Saturday





baby came to my house in the morning againnn :D
slept and woke up at 11am.
prepared and head down to enuous together with sister to meet Kester.

head to CDC and we wanted to book our BTT date.
but end up.. it was closed.
were really disappointed about it.. ):

cabbed down to kester's house and slack while waiting for kangling.






took bus down to orchard and we separate way with them.
baby and i went to shop around at wisma.
if only i'm rich enough.. i would just buy everything i want..
sigh sigh sigh.

went to meet the rest of them again at wheelock and had our dinner at sakae sushi because baby is craving for sushi.
kangling's food came the last. nice one!
was freaking full after that.. lucky we didn't have the buffet. haha

billed and went off.
walked separate way with them again.
this time round, baby and i went to shop around ion.


saw this bag at Charles and Keith.
love at first sight !
it cost $59.90.
i really really really feel like buying it!

but will you buy when you only left with $65 in your bank? ):
went back home empty-handed.
seriously got so much to buy.. ):

i wanna get flatz from M)phosis.
heels & bags from Charles and Keith
tops/bottoms @ cotton on/ max & more / hula & co / hypnosis
a new spectacle
some cosmetic/ face products
and lots moree..

glad that my parents will be helping me to pay for the car prac and braces..
and i feel like doing the eye laser at 18. really don't want to wait until i'm 21 years old.



and Sunday

sister and i went down to CDC early in the morning
and we book our BTT date! 1030 am on 1st dec !
two weeks more! (:

head down to bugis and get some stuff done
and trained down to baby's house while sister went home.

use computer/slack/sleep
have dinner at his house and baby drove me home with the accompanied of his father.
feel stress for him while he is driving. haha




oh anyway..
it's the second day of this block.
having video production and screenwriting..
i'm seriously not happy at all.
i just feel that i'm like disconnect from everyone, everything.
feel so shitty please..

i just feel like giving up..
all along, design is just not my kind of thing..
when am i always doing things that i don't like?
sigh sigh. emo shit period ):
just pray hard things will get better soon..
is it true that everything happen for a reason?
then what is the reason for this.. ?
why things that i want to avoid for life just keep coming back to me?